Still struggling......

First and foremost I wish to thank you for all the prayers you have ben offering for me. Things have been a little better but not much since I still have so much going on. Due to shortage in finances, I will yet again be postponing my schooling. I hated to do it but did not have much of a choice. I am looking for my own place and also a better job. My phone is now back on so that is a relief. My mother and I are still at each others throats though. I am beginning to believe that things will never change between us. We hardly ever talk anymore and that is fine with me because we always end up fighting anyways. My father talks to me occasionally but he feels so in the middle of things that it puts him between a rock and a hard spot. I try to keep him out of things so he doesn't feel that way but, I can't do much else for him. The rest of my family won't even talk to me because of what is going on between my mother and I but oh well, life goes on. I was able to quench my feelings for the man who was not good for me but I have recently met up with an old friend who may be more to me than just a friend. He is not the kind of man I would have gone for before but he has something that makes me feel drawn to him. I can't put my finger on it. But anyways, I should get going so I will talk to you later. Bye.

Mary