It has been a while.....

It has been a while since I have been on here. I have been very busy with work and now that summer is here it seems like there is never enough time to do everything that I want to do. I have been spending alot of time with my close friend Michele, her family, and our circle of friends (my extended family). Some of us went on a road trip to Sunset Lake in Waupaca County this past weekend and had a blast. I met a guy in the circle of friends that I have fallen for. Nothing will ever happen though because it would just be too awkward and complicated BECAUSE he and I are both in the circle of friends. So we are just friends. I have also decided not to move back in with my family. My mother and I had a falling out and we are not speaking to one another anymore. I am getting my own place because I need somewhere to call my own and just to have my own little haven. I know now that if I were to move back home, my mother and I would be at each other's throats all the time and I would end up leaving anyways. I need to have my own space and comfort zone where I can be alone and not have anyone bother me. If I seem a little cold and distance, it is because this is a very hard time for me and I apologize. God is also very distance from me now and I feel all alone. But, I will get over it because I have always done it before. But I have to get going now and I will talk to you all later. Bye

Mary